There's a prob with my phone again.
Can't receive msgs. But i think they can be sent.

I ate some extreme-nice cookies in th morning today.
& I didn't ate recess. I was starving all the way till lunch,

not that i want it. I found out that during pastoral care,

time passed the fastest. It was extremely boring. Very.

Through out the day i bet no one knows im emo inside.

I smiled alot, and laughed and cracked jokes, oh well did i?
But sigh, i kept thinking. How could i make my life interesting?
What if when i was old, i realised that my life was just wasted

away, and it was extremely borinng? I'll seriously regret,

like how i regret joining guides. Regrets are my greatest

failures, and i feared them. But what i can i really do, sigh.
I wrote all my thoughts onto a piece of paper. Z, seriously

i was damn dejected. But no one can see, i bet. You never know

what's behind my spectacles (: Haha.

Anyway sometimes cn can be really mean. She's the meanest

friend i ever had. And i don't friend mean people. So she's not

that mean, but still mean. But she's still my friend. She kept

saying she's emo the whole entire bloody day. Zz, she doesn't

know how much worse i felt compared to herself.

She likes guides,

she likes french,

she likes her friends, and esp. ryan.

I wonder:

what else can she be emotional about? I really can't think of any.

Perhaps it's that ryan was cold to her? Yeah, that can be the

only reason. Z, i've bloody so much more.

Anyway i just saw the official website of twilight the movie.

It rocks, so well-done.

I just sighed. Sigh. Tmr will be a better day, i hope. There's

PE & computing. And we're getting our laptops. Why am i not

excited?

Yeah on my way home today i thought i saw dylan from my church.

He looks like dylan.

Or maybe he is.

But anyway he's wearing a uniform i cant differentiate, TKSS or RS?
If it's really RS' unif, then it's him.

AHHHH.