It's already damn bad that Breaking dawn is coming 2 days after.
And some more i've to wait until 5pm.
Cos of the
!@#$%^&*() CIP at Geylang river.
It is supposed to be today! Ms ngau dont allow
cos tmr is our math exam. Zomg okay. MYY BOOK!
Anyway today.. I really can't understand wx.
SUPER PISSED.
I scribbled and complained on a piece of paper.
Which i wanna write here. But i think it'll either scare you off, or make wx cry -_-
Don't get offended. I was really angry.
Of all th words you talked, you talked to me for less than 1%,
well maybe cos i look like im flaring or sth. But if you really noticed
that, then why are u still so happily talking to cn?
I was ignoring her. I think you know.
Yet you're still happily laughing & joking with her.
That's why i was so pissed.
When she offends you/ make you cry,
I was there for you.
When you're happy with her.
I'm oblivious to you.
When you needed someone to complain with,
I was always with you.
When you were so in sync with her,
then I was invisible.
I'm just a bloody substitute right.
Then tell me why, i get ignored during lessons.
Probably you didn't realise when you asked
me how should we treat cn aft all that she'd done to us.
I didn't reply.
Cos i knew you'ld still treat her normally. And that
no matter what i said, it won't change anything.
I already knew.
Then why am i still holding on, being a substitute?
Cos you told me once that i'm your best friend.
And that's why i'm trying to give you what a best friend gives.
But i don't get anything.
.
So badly want to sit with yi ling.
Or i'll so badly be so lonely in class again.
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