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My name is Irene.
Dunman High 2Kiron(!) 3MIA! (: 4MUACKZX 5C33
Green Day, All-American Rejects,
The Maine, All Time Low, A Rocket To The Moon ♥
I'm pretty cool.
To-Do/Wish List:
- Learn tones of photography
- Update my ipod/get itouch
- Find someone
- Return books and magazines
- Clear junk
stop crying already, irene. (Friday, November 6, 2009)
Have you ever invested alot, alot, alot, alot of feelings into a relationship with your friend, and then when something negative had happened, you feel that your heart has been viciously being torn apart, and you feel very very miserable? It hurts so much.
I have or maybe i had a friend, whom brightens up my life alot ever since i met her. One day everything went wrong, maybe with me, maybe... it's just meant to be like that... And i felt more lonely than ever. When i sat beside her, i no longer sense the familiarity and happiness that i used to, and was very much uncomfortable. Suddenly my tears came as to why we have become like this, and everything, the memories, the joy, the friendship, much less reduced to ashes.
Sometimes you like someone so much that it hurts whenever something trivial happens and you can't manage to bury that incident deep inside you. Everything changes, and your world collapses. Cos of that stupid thing you did, that couldn't change any shit at all. And that's my plight.
I've no idea what the future lies for me, i will chuck everything aside, and begin my usual life, like how i already see you doing. Act like everything's fine, pretend everything's normal, with just one more person missing from your life. I know it's gonna be okay. I won't think of the things we could have done together if we were still friends, i won't think of all the unglamourous moments we had, i won't think of how we spend every night together talking, i won't think of what you've done with me, i won't think of what you've ever said to me, i won't think of what we've bought together, i won't think of how you would encourage me for my upcoming camp, i won't think of what we've been through, i won't think of how much better i could have been if it didn't happen,
i won't think of you.
I have or maybe i had a friend, whom brightens up my life alot ever since i met her. One day everything went wrong, maybe with me, maybe... it's just meant to be like that... And i felt more lonely than ever. When i sat beside her, i no longer sense the familiarity and happiness that i used to, and was very much uncomfortable. Suddenly my tears came as to why we have become like this, and everything, the memories, the joy, the friendship, much less reduced to ashes.
Sometimes you like someone so much that it hurts whenever something trivial happens and you can't manage to bury that incident deep inside you. Everything changes, and your world collapses. Cos of that stupid thing you did, that couldn't change any shit at all. And that's my plight.
I've no idea what the future lies for me, i will chuck everything aside, and begin my usual life, like how i already see you doing. Act like everything's fine, pretend everything's normal, with just one more person missing from your life. I know it's gonna be okay. I won't think of the things we could have done together if we were still friends, i won't think of all the unglamourous moments we had, i won't think of how we spend every night together talking, i won't think of what you've done with me, i won't think of what you've ever said to me, i won't think of what we've bought together, i won't think of how you would encourage me for my upcoming camp, i won't think of what we've been through, i won't think of how much better i could have been if it didn't happen,
i won't think of you.
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;Cindy I.
;Cindy K.
;Giovanni
;Jaime
;Jonathan
;Shearin
;Tiffany
;TsuHui
;Venus
;XiaoQing
;Yusuf
DHS(:
/Cheryl C
/Cheryl T
/CASSSSS
/Felicia
/Jacqueline
/Janice
/Jia Qi
/Jinyu
/Katherine
/MiaoLin
/RuiQi
/Siow XinYi
/Yi Ling
/Yu Qian
/Winky
/WenXi
/Anthea
/Reena
/Fena
Guides
/DHS Coy
/Alisa
/An Yi
/Ruo Ting
/Xin Tian
/Shu Jun
/Sherlyn
/Cherisse
/Zi Shan
/See Hian
/Shu Wen
/En Ci
/Eunice
/Phoebe
/Ya Jun
/Hillary
/Xanicia
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