this morning was shit. last night Viber-called somebody leaving Sg for 3days, seems like freaking short but I can't stand it it's killing my endorphins. these days... really damn sigh, it's like a whole mess of things, not just 1. So I slept @ 3am after talking which made everything better, and woke up at 6am when I scheduled my alarm at 8. Couldn't fall asleep. Negativity. Everyday.
Yep & I went for Math soc & Orientation meeting w 3hours of sleep, and the day didn't really get better during Orientation meeting, I can feel the pressure for OC to go right and be splendid that kind of thing since we had less stuff to do, but my brain cells are really running out & I've no idea how to meet the high expectations. Really at a loss.
Had lunch w YJ & Anyi @ Singapore post centre Long John's, and we laughed and gossiped, took my mind off things, & shopped @ City Plaza, rather disappointing though. Most of the shops have overpriced stuff like $38 for a top? Went home & made xmas cards, & I fell asleep while watching tv...
Yep in any case I'm just taking one day at a time, I survived today, & 30mins till today is over (: I'm looking forward to great times ahead like blogshop photoshoot & maybe gng anyi's house to see her poor dog who bit off its own tail tmr, & ofcourse the day when you're back, & christmas, & seeing the happy looks on my friends when I give them xmas cards.
POSITIVITY.